Mom said there'd be days like this. Even in Australia. Or in my case, Alaska.
I haven't written in months. Not that I haven't wanted to, there's been tons of stuff to write about, I've just been busy.
But it's one of those days. And I need to write.
Mother Nature of course has been messing with my emotions hardcore the past week, but today has been hard. I've just felt so alone. Not the kind of alone that just being around people can fix. The 'I'm going to die alone' kind. Half the day I've been fighting back tears, and I just want to talk to someone who really knows me, who I know well enough to tell all this to. Hence the blog.
I've been feeling really down on myself lately. I just keep messing up.
I really just need to go to bed, get a lot of sleep, and go to as much Church tomorrow as I can before I have to go to work.
Sometimes I wish someone could just feel exactly how I feel, just for a moment, so they could understand and tell me what to do.
